I'm the ghost with the most, babe.

I will not be quiet when it comes to this. In all honesty, you probably won’t even see this, but that doesn’t matter. You’re not being a friend, and if you honestly think that trying to make your ‘friend’ feel bad is a good idea when you’re the one in the wrong, then you don’t deserve to have her in your life. She’s done nothing but try and help you and all you’ve done is throw it in her face. You use her for when you feel like you need to run away from the things in your life, but you can’t even take two minutes out of your day to ask how she’s doing, if she’s okay. She doesn’t deserve to be hurting like this because of something that could have been avoided so easily, if you’d just been a good friend. She deserves to be happy and to feel like she could go to you if she needs to. Instead you decide to continue to walk around with your head so far up your ass that you can’t see that you’re making her unhappy. You need to stop trying to force your problems onto her and go get some real help. Fuck, do something different to what you’re doing. Do anything different to what you’re doing!
I’m sorry for this stupid angry post, but I really needed to get it off my chest.